February 2012
11 posts
So cute.
I love how I go to school thinking I look like shit, but then people will tell me that they think I look pretty.
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I hate math.
Byebye 84%, hello 50% or lower. Fucks me over every time. Why don’t I have the brains for this shit. -.-
Get some class.
She’s one of my closest friends and I thought you were actually gonna treat her good and shit. I’m pretty sure she actually likes you, but you go turn around and tell me that you think I’m hot, and that you like me, and you’re expecting me not to tell her.. Buddy, you’re funny. Of course I’m gonna tell her. Thanks for making me feel like I’ve hurt her too,...
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Stress me the fuck out.
She’s book smart. I’m street smart. I may not be fucking as smart as her in school, but outside of that, holy damn she’s fucking dumb as fuck. Use your god damn fucking brain for once would you? Piss me the fuck off. There’s something called common sense. Use it. Goddamnit, stop asking me the stupidest questions that even our 7 year old brother knows.
It’s fucking...
FUCK.
So stuck and clueless on this math shit, omg. Fuck math. Makes me want to fucking burn this book. My eyes are so fucked up also, my glasses are not fixing the problem. Wtf. I’m so pisssssed. SOMEONE FUCKING HELP ME. -______- LOL okay.
A girl, no matter how many times she denies it,...
January 2012
9 posts
I wish I was rich,
Not just to buy everything I want, but to help the needed. It’s so saddening to watch TV, or read something about the less fortunate around the world. It sometimes makes me think twice about what I have. I honestly take so many things for granted, and it sucks because anything could be taken away from me in an blink of an eye.
WatchHAHAHAHA, LOOOL. I just pissed myself omg.
Makeup off.
I used to always be so scared and self concious to show guys my natural face because I thought they’d be like “ew. She’s ugly as fuck.”
But recently, I just really don’t give a fuck, and I think I’ve found that group of guys who won’t judge me, but actually compliment me on just my face, with nothing on it. It feels so good to know that I have such great...
Great ass fucking life. Locked outside my house at past midnight, and everyone is fucking sleeping, so I can’t wake them up, and I only got a sweater on and it’s cold as hell. Too short so I can’t even jump over my fence. FUCKKK MY LIFE.
I'm a mess.
Just watching If You Really Knew Me. Damn, I cried. I can relate so well to some of the people. Not that I ever get picked on or bullied at, but how they feel about themselves.
I’m such a fucking mess. I’m complicated. I always try to put other people before myself. I’m like never truly happy anymore. I’m always all happy and shit on the outside, but nobody ever knows how...
Another year,
2011 was such an amazing year.
A shitload of up and downs, but I gotta say it was the best year of my life so far. The year was filled with smiles, laughs, and a shitload of tears. Made some amazing memories I won’t ever forget. I’ve made and lost friends, but for the ones who stayed.. I love you guys. I’m really glad I have people in my life who sticks by me when I do stupid...
December 2011
9 posts
LOL
I got no tits, no ass. Hahahaha, damn. Sad life for a girl.
So fucking dead from all the shopping I did the past 2 days. Walking around for hours, and carrying around so many heavy ass bags. Love shopping with you guys <3 My limbs are about to fucking break off LOL. Kinda got a lot of stuff, so satisfying. I love the feeling when I buy something. But.. No more shopping for awhile now. :(
Christmas.
I wish me and my family were close so I can be like other families. Whenever there’s a holiday, my family is just pretty normal. I want to have a tree, and have a shit load of presents under them. We’ll wake up, and open them together. I guess that’s never going to happen. I envy so many families who are close, I wish I had that.
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You’re always complaining about having “no friends” but when we have the opportunity to finally meet some new people, you always fuck shit up. I don’t get why you’re always giving them dirty looks, or ignoring them when they try to talk to you. I mean I’m used to it by now, but I’m so tired of you fucking up our chances of meeting people because of your...
The moment when a guy tells you that when him and his girlfriend breaks up, he’ll go for you. HAHAHAHAHA what the fuck.
School sucks.
All my marks dropped by about 10%. What am I doing with my fucking life? I should cry myself a fucking river. LOL. Fuuuuuck, I’m so mad, sad, irritated. I should start giving a fuck, and actually study now. The finals are my only hope before the report cards come out, and my parents see it. :’( I’m such a failure and disappointment to them, compared to my sister who is naturally...
so fucking unhappy.
November 2011
4 posts
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Younger siblings,
suck fucking ass. They’re so annoying. They want to do everything with you. They want to be with you 24.7. The part that sucks most is when you always want to go out; they refrain you from doing that. You have to babysit them. Fuuuuuuck. Grow up faster. I love them, but damn, that shit gets so annoying, and it ruins my plans. Almost everyday after school, and sometimes Fridays. So tired of...
Anonymous asked: There's a lot of girls jealous of you, your extremely pretty. One of the prettiest in grade 10 for sure. . you also got a body every girl wants. Clear skin, nice teeth. The list keeps going. You have plenty of guys on your dick, what girl wouldn't want to be in your position. You are also smart too. Kathy and Gabriella are pretty too though. I'm not following you or anything just...
I swear
if all the guys I talk to a lot is getting Modern Warfare 3, and stop talking to me cause they’re gaming, I’m gonna shoot them.
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B to A.
Right now I’m a straight B student, last year I was a B/C student. So determined to get straight A’s now. No more skipping class. Going to start studying. Going to start doing all my homework.. Even reading.. :’(
Gonna be a big pain in the ass since I’m a lazy fuck, and I’d rather go out to chill.. But, it’ll pay off in the long run :’)
October 2011
9 posts
I want an older sibling.
Preferably an older brother, that’s 2/3 years older. I want someone to always look after me and what I do. I want him to stand up for me if he knows someone is picking on me or hurting me. Just someone that I could always go to if I need anything, and know that they’ll be there for me.
Great day/night :)
Haven’t had fun like today for awhile. Screamfest was fun :) Holding your guys hands and you guys squeezing mine so fucking hard till it cramped hahah. Minus the freezing weather and not dressing appropriately, everything would have been perfect. Missed you guys <3
Somebody please
teach me how to fucking socialize. I know not everyone is going to come up and say hi first. Ugh, wtffff. Somebody teach me.
Omg.
That is not how you get a girl.
Don’t call me saying you and your fucking friends think I’m hot and want to fuck me. Really now. Shit, I’m not in it for the sex.
Fuck it.
I hope you know it’s not really hard for me to lose feelings.
Think about what and who you are going to be losing before you do or say something stupid; especially if you’re trying to make me jealous. When I let go, I won’t be thinking back.. anymore.
You know what is a piss off?
When people go “You’re too good for me.” What would ever make you think that, because of my looks? And how many people I talk to? And then you go and assume shit about me from my looks. I’m not what you think I am.. smoking drugs and poppin’ bottles everyday. Wtf, and how you think I have a new guy every week.. Sorry, but I have standards. I am so done trying to...
I'm too nice.
To like everyone. I know I can be extremely bitchy and all but for the most part, I think I tolerate shit from way too many people who are rude or disrespects me. I really don’t know how to say “no” when someone asks me something face to face. I always end up doing something I don’t want to do or just doing something for another person to please them. I really should come...
:(
I feel like I’m never truly happy anymore, I always fuck up everything. Nothing ever goes as “planned”. Got no motivation to do anything. I’m always on the lowest point these days, it feels like I’m becoming a wreck. Everyone has a way of unintentionally bringing me down. Got more self esteem issues; not pretty enough, not good enough; never gonna be good enough for...
September 2011
7 posts
ryannnsfklsjomel-deactivated201 asked: good night (:
dem moves like jagger♥: highschool. →
hikathy:
Every friday something new happens. aha, first friday that cutie ♥. inviting us to the party. ” seniors party” every one knows about those ones. aha, and then. this friday all these asian guys from our bbq after school. talking to us, aaha some guy just comes sits down and starts talking. ahaha, reminds us all of you
omg so cute and funny. “You guys are like eye candy for everyone....
209x408x510 asked: Happy Belated Birthday!
Yeah I miss you, not like you care though.
johnyr asked: Happy Belated Birthday
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School.
Wtf, nobody in my classes are cute. What do I stare at in each class for fucking an hour and 45 minutes. Its going to be boring af. And everyone doesn’t look like the type of people that have the same interests as me, that I could be friends with.
August 2011
7 posts
hihihihihihihihihi.
you never logged out of your tumblr when you went to shower. leaving me in your room.. so, i stumbled upon this logged on page :) and you know, i just had to :panyways. thanks for spending this day wif me :) i love you lambbeersss :) cant wait for highschoooooool